|21st May 2013✧16:219,992 notes|
I hate your fucking guts. Take you emotional moody swings and get the fuck out of here. Thanks.
If you know you are gonna die before you turn 19, you might as well do this. RIP, Zach.
This is just amazing. Please watch.
You’ll cry, but I promise they’ll be good tears.
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|20th May 2013✧23:4349 notes|
The heart is a liar.
|20th May 2013✧16:3358,702 notes|
|20th May 2013✧16:021,257 notes|
Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
For the first time in my life, I can say that I do now.
I have forever had such a warped view of myself and what I have to offer people that in some way I’ve always compromised who I am to try and make myself “fit” the person I’m with. I did this a lot. And I know this is why I’ve had so many failed relationships. I mean, I think we all do this a little bit with friends and family and other loved ones, but not usually to the point of being unable to recognize the person you are as an individual. Or maybe I’m crazy and we all do this constantly and we’re all fake assholes just pulling the wool over everyday, all day.
It took a seven month separation from my sweet husband and from regularly seeing my perfect, beautiful son and a lot of introspect to see all of the things that I’ve done wrong and all things things that have been done wrong to me that cause me to think and act a certain way. I have a father that wants nothing to do with me and everything to do with my brother, who is exactly like him. I have a history with sexual abuse. I have a history with physical abuse. I’ve battled these demons as much as I can on my own for 20 years. I see now how much I cannot do on my own. Theses things don’t make me unworthy of being able to be my true self around someone but I’ve let them affect how I act with them.
I’m really tired of acting. And I’m thankful to have the love and support behind me that allows me to finally stop and embrace who I am.
Thanks for asking me this, lady!! Idk if this is the kind of answer you were looking for but anyway… Felt good to say it all…